|A Rant I Spose
||[Jan. 13th, 2005|09:10 pm]
|||||Disturbed - Down with the Sickness||]|
I just read through ALL of robbies LJ.
F00king hell, theres alot of memories in there... that scares me, still, thats what a journal is I spose. It brought back a few memories, some very nice memories, still, im not fond of memories, just kinda way of pointing out how shit you feel at that particluar moment in time, and how you wish you could have that moment back, but you cant... I miss those nights so much, going out with peple barely knew, having a good time no matter what... not really caring bout anything but what was going on at that moment in time... I would give anything... anything to have that back... to have those friends back, to have that atmosphere back... But, I cant, I never will, never.
I wish i had logged all of those memories, but i never did... i think i'll just reminisce now, i know no one will read this, but i will, thats why it means so much to me...
The Day I First Met Them.
I remember, talking to dani, online, doing the usual monotomous convo kinda st00f, decided to meet up that day, met in the maccy D's in leagrave, then we headed out to the park opposite, was the first time i ever walked through that park fully, and i lived what? 5 minutes away. Thats when we met them, Matt, Levi, Robbie, Kayleigh, and of coure Simon AKA wankstain.
Matt was one of my best mates as a child.. lost contact though, and there he was, still short as f00k, Levi, He's a dude, enough said, Simon, wannabe fag, grrrg, Robbie, Fag, but in a lovely way, and Kayleigh... Shant go into that but i remember the phrase kiddie fiddler was used often, never got why till months after.
Truth to be told i liked that girl since i first met her, sorry but in my eyes f00king hell...
Ended up doing fuck all for most of the day, went to matts house, aint been there in years, went in, said hey, nicked some digestives and we legged it...
then i was subjected to robbie trying to convince kayleigh that she liked me, backed up with alot of denial on her part, while i sat there thinking wow, well as he dosnt ask me i like you, still, thats another story. the day continued, addys were traded and the like... all in all, a good day, ended up outside maccy D's again at 11 pm
with kayliegh, and a bunch of people i didnt know, who i now know are same and woody
also met leone, and was given the tentative nickname of pike, which remains to this day...
F00king hell i hate memories.