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Poppers [Jan. 31st, 2005|07:13 pm]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Michael Jackson - Beat It]

||Rest In Peace||20/01/05|| WeAreTheYouthWe'llTakeYourFacismAway says:
The Word Flying About Is That The Drug Is A Harmless Feel Good Substance

dancing up a storm and inhaling liberally from a poppers bottle which he kept in the pocket of his jeans. Somehow in the course of the evening, the bottle broke, and the contents spilled all over George's leg, giving him a terrible and very unsightly burn. It made me wonder what kind of damage inhaling the stuff must do.

What Sean just said, he amazinly smart GF has enlightened herself to yet another drug, sad twats, and so ends another month.

My war on the world still rages, decided that ima gonna enlist in the army :) No one thinks i'll hack it, meh, then again im not too sure myself, ah well we shall see what happens :/

Saw Kayleigh today, me knows she had a horrible time, twas f00king freezing, but me no care, << laughs quietly >> I loved just seeing her :)
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Bat N Barrel [Jan. 16th, 2005|07:25 pm]
[mood |scaredscared]
[music |Misfits - Scream]

Last night,

A good night, as good nights go, went to the ye olde Bat n Barrel, a fine pub indeed :P, << i praises sean for showing me it >> Was on nukey browns all night, not bad for a geordie drink. Still... the drink had long worn off, the company is gone, and im left with nothing to do with myself :/

Tried texting her, still no reply, I know shes ignoring me now... but i cant let it go... or more likely i just wont let it go.

Anywho pizza's a waiting...

20 weeks, till my GCSEs... cant wait :)
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A Rant I Spose [Jan. 13th, 2005|09:10 pm]
[music |Disturbed - Down with the Sickness]

I just read through ALL of robbies LJ.

F00king hell, theres alot of memories in there... that scares me, still, thats what a journal is I spose. It brought back a few memories, some very nice memories, still, im not fond of memories, just kinda way of pointing out how shit you feel at that particluar moment in time, and how you wish you could have that moment back, but you cant... I miss those nights so much, going out with peple barely knew, having a good time no matter what... not really caring bout anything but what was going on at that moment in time... I would give anything... anything to have that back... to have those friends back, to have that atmosphere back... But, I cant, I never will, never.

I wish i had logged all of those memories, but i never did... i think i'll just reminisce now, i know no one will read this, but i will, thats why it means so much to me...

The Day I First Met Them.

I remember, talking to dani, online, doing the usual monotomous convo kinda st00f, decided to meet up that day, met in the maccy D's in leagrave, then we headed out to the park opposite, was the first time i ever walked through that park fully, and i lived what? 5 minutes away. Thats when we met them, Matt, Levi, Robbie, Kayleigh, and of coure Simon AKA wankstain.

Matt was one of my best mates as a child.. lost contact though, and there he was, still short as f00k, Levi, He's a dude, enough said, Simon, wannabe fag, grrrg, Robbie, Fag, but in a lovely way, and Kayleigh... Shant go into that but i remember the phrase kiddie fiddler was used often, never got why till months after.

Truth to be told i liked that girl since i first met her, sorry but in my eyes f00king hell...

Ended up doing fuck all for most of the day, went to matts house, aint been there in years, went in, said hey, nicked some digestives and we legged it...
then i was subjected to robbie trying to convince kayleigh that she liked me, backed up with alot of denial on her part, while i sat there thinking wow, well as he dosnt ask me i like you, still, thats another story. the day continued, addys were traded and the like... all in all, a good day, ended up outside maccy D's again at 11 pm
with kayliegh, and a bunch of people i didnt know, who i now know are same and woody
also met leone, and was given the tentative nickname of pike, which remains to this day...

F00king hell i hate memories.
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LOOK! [Jan. 13th, 2005|08:57 pm]
You f00king bad word, as of this f00king moment i swear to myself,
that i will not converse with, show emotion to, or in other way emerse myself into caring whatsoever.

... I hope :(
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o.0 [Jan. 12th, 2005|09:50 pm]
[mood |crankycranky]
[music |Hatebreed - this is now]

Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
Your name:
Weapon of Choice:Bazooka
Your Favorite Target:Men
Your Kill Count:1,706,024,089
Your Battle Cry:"Enlarge your penis with this ALL-NATURAL PILL!"
Years You Spend in Jail:32
How Much Money In Damages You Cause:$253,295,225,589,164
Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 53%
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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Love [Jan. 12th, 2005|09:38 pm]


No, somehow i think not >.<

Can someone define love to me without the cunning use of such phrase's as "when you kiss them" or "when you hold them in your arms", and without trying to convince themselves what they're going on about at the same time.

LOVE! Britains number one excuse for a shag >.<

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School.. [Jan. 12th, 2005|05:10 pm]
[music |Devil Driver - Devils Son]

Just home really... f00king knackered, saw matt and robbie, long time since ive seen robbie... was nice to see him, if only to hear bout his amazingly endowed BF :P. Also spoke to Andrew, first time in ages, very nice bloke i must say.

Have to go to a TBS concert on the 27th :( Tis gonna suck... than again, I get to where my 'EMO SUCKS' hoodie, << thrusts >> Also, tis inbrixton, oh the joy of wondering through brixton at the early hours of the morning :)

Grrg, Arrg * Terror *
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Every ounce of energy... [Jan. 11th, 2005|11:05 pm]
[mood |uncomfortableuncomfortable]
[music |The Kinison - You'll Never Guess Who Died]

F00king 'ell...

Im scared... genuinely scared... Maries in hospital (( my mum )), nout serios John (( dad )) trys to tell me, that was before he left... Hes been gone for hours now... I don't have a f00king clue whats going on... But... Despite all this... All that is on my mind... Is a girl. Granted, this is a speshal girl, but is this right? To even when a family member has been retained in hospital for reasons unbeknown to you, a mother of all people... All i can worry about is that this one girl who barely acknowledges my existence may be ignoring me (( more than the usual lack of ever seeing her )).

I dont think this is right... I dont mean to whine... I do enough of that... im just... confused...
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(no subject) [Jan. 9th, 2005|08:39 pm]
[mood |cynicalcynical]
[music |Bob Marley - Iron Lion Zion]

Rargh, You all suck, why do people have to change thier minds every five fecking minutes (( hehe, including me :P )). Rargh, people suck, and not in a nice erotic way, in a bad teeth kinda way.
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Friends [Jan. 9th, 2005|07:28 pm]
[mood |blahblah]
[music |Devil Driver - Headstones And The Walking Dead]

Bleh, Bweeb, things are not good, im dangerously sober :|
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